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Saturday, January 12, 2002 Ooookkayyy...so it's been a few days since I've blogged....more like a few days over a month...but hey I didn't have access to a computer. For THREE WEEKS. I left my computer here at state and man it's been forever. So much that has elapsed. I don't think I even remember everything that happened. I can tell that this will be a novel of a blog...for those of you who do read my blog spot I really apologize...you really don't have to read the whole thing... Maybe I'll start with the ending of first semester...wait...it ended???? already???? I thought I just moved in yesterday! You know what I'm getting at? Time flew by like that for me. It seems to me like it never happened. I still catch myself thinking in my head while I'm walking around campus..."whoa, I go to school here now" or something like "holy moly...I'm a quote on quote college student." And for some reason it just doesn't sink in. I mean there's nothing that I can't really let go of back in highschool. I'm not homesick. I really just can't believe that just like that...it's all history said and done. I thought I would go through some drastic things. For example like some MAJOR "homesickness" if that word exists...or something major with school...but no not really. It all just came together and went away together at the same time. So many memories have been made...so many new people...sounds to cliche but for real. Can you tell that this is still a dream to me? I guess that I'll have to accept reality, the grades are in (yeah we won't go there), I know what it's all about now so I think I know what I gotta do to stay on the ball. There's a routine...I know what schedule is gonna be good for me...yeah I'm not in the second semester of my college career. Did anyone get the freshman fifteen? I really really wonder. Cause I got a little scared of it. And the cafe is a daily buffet! Not good. But the thing is that when I went home I had so many comment that I looked like I lost weight. YIPPEE! Do you know how happy that makes me? I've been trying for so long. And when I came here that was one of the things that I really wanted to do. But I didn't really try. So I'm confused. When they get you all paranoid about those notorious fifteen pounds they make it sound inevitable! So I was like ...man... looks like it ain't happenin'...especially the rate I was goin' at. But when break came, I hopped on the scale, *drum roll please* I have freshman negative 18! YIPPEE! This has got to be the highlight of the year 2001 for me. Although I have a LONG way to go...it makes me feel happy...at least I accomplised one thing during this past semester. The thing that sucks is that when I got home...I gained like 3 pounds or so back. It seemed like my parents missed us so much that whatever we wanted to eat...we got. Which is not necessarily good. *sigh* Three months here and negative 18...three WEEKS home and add three...man seems like gaining is so much easier and I hope that it doesn't cancel out my efforts...that would be bad. I'm determined to try to drop some more by the end of this year...yeah...let's just see how that goes... Man I didn't even get half way through what I wanted to blog and I'm tired! It's 3:30 a.m. Man not only is it gonna be a novel....it's gonna be a novel series. *sigh* I will get through it! I will I will I will!....but right now...my bed looks EXTREMELY comfortable...I'm gonna kick back into blogging gear starting tomorrow.... posted by Sewa at 3:34:00 AM # |
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