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Thursday, August 15, 2002 Don't you hate it when people are HYPOCRITES? Cause I do. And here are some other things I absolutely hate in people: 1. if they're inconsiderate/only think of themselves/selfish 2. don't think outside of their world/see things in only their way/or plain ignorant 3. stubborness 4. cowards 5. don't show/say what he/she is really feeling and puts up a front/or plain fake Hope you're not one of the above. posted by Sewa at 1:55:00 AM # Wednesday, August 14, 2002 I really like to watch chinese soap operas/sitcoms and sappy movies. Chinese soap operas are extra cool cause 1. I get to sharpen my cantonese skills 2.I get to keep up with the latest trends of HK 3.they're sappy AND suspenseful. What more could you ask for? But the thing is, chinese soap operas and sappy films also make me feel blah. You know, that kind of "blah." Seriously am I a loser or what? I guess it's a chick thing. It always makes my mind wander, and puts me in lala land losing my grasp of reality. I'm a big fan of fairy tales too by the way...you know those ones that start with once upon a time yadda yadda and then happily ever after? So this leads me to how I wrote this next poem...I am currently watching this chinese soap opera called "Burning Flame." It's REALLY good...really! In a nutshell it revolves around a bunch of firemen...their lives and this is where the love stories come in and with that always comes the mess and suspense right? So I watch this and I'm set in the sappy mood...and it continues to whatever else I may be doing in the day/week....so here I have my newest poem. Ideas started brewing in my head as I was driving and I was in my sappy mood and thinking of my past... Confessions of You I'm driving alone. My mind begins to wander. A smile creeps across my face. For I recall the time when we were close. A small giggle arises as I remember Leading you onto the dance floor As you clumsily shared your first slow dance With me. But now reality strikes me. I am no longer in your arms, I am alone. My bliss was short lived. How could I have been so dumb? To think something would happen. How foolish was I to have Fallen in love with you? How naive was I To want to give my heart to you? And now all I have, all I am left with are Memories of you. Memories of you make me smile. Memories of you make me want to turn back the hands of time. Memories of you are bittersweet. Memories of you make my cry. Memories of you make me wish I could call you friend once again. Memories of you are all I have. These are my memories. These are My Confessions Of The Memories Of You. posted by Sewa at 2:30:00 AM # Tuesday, August 13, 2002 *sigh* after about an hour of fumbling around with my template I have done/realized the following: 1. tried to add a picture of myself...yeah I got it to work but then I took it off right after cause the color of the picture did NOT look good with the general color of my blogspot...I would add another black and white one that I kinda like but I don't have a scanner 2. I FINALLY got it to say "coo peepo" above my links ...I had to redo it over and over about 10 times...although it's still not really the way I want it...and I think it looks ugly/appauling and I might take it off...how sad 3. I realized that I CAN do stuff on my template and make changes by exploring and actually being daring but sometimes the outcome of what I do makes my page look hideous and makes me feel like and idiot 4. But I also realized that if I don't ever try I'll never learn...readers prepare for some POSSIBLE ugly changes going around here 5. And lastly:Chrissy and Laura...I've got TONS to learn from you two on modifying/creating/designing website and making them look nice posted by Sewa at 3:56:00 AM # Sunday, August 11, 2002 Just another poem to keep you all entertained. I meant to do a mushy one that I had on a post it from awhile ago but I don't know where it is...grr must be more organized.... This is a poem I wrote during second semester sometime last year...I think this was during a service on a sunday when all of a sudden I just felt a mad rush to write and words were racing at me at the speed of light so I just wrote and wrote. It is one of those I'm not to feeling to jipper poems. I was reading it again cause I'm not feeling all happy go lucky right now either...so I thought I'd share ...as always I'd love feedback...to no further adieu (No Title) Secluded and abandoned Alone in the dark I stand. Fumbling, Stumbling Hopelessy searching for you hand. Heavy and downtrodden Weary and weak I fall. Crying, Screaming Earnestly yearning for your name I call. Jesus My Lord where are you now? Jesus My Lord come to me in this hour. posted by Sewa at 2:32:00 AM # |
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