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Thursday, July 31, 2003 Ow, my finger hurts so bad it's kinda difficult to type. I dunno if anyone else out there experiences this because the past couple of people I've talked to ahve no clue what I'm talking about...or my description just sucks. My nails sometimes flake...liek it'll split into two sperate layers. And it's annoying as heck cause dirt gets trapped in between the layers so I usually file my nails or cut them to get rid of the layering when it happens. But sometime it'll go really far in so I have to cut really far in or I just pull at it. Today I pulled it and it hurt really bad but I just kept pulling and then it started gushing blood...hurts like a mom feels like I cut my nail too far in but worse. Then I also died a painful dragged out death in orgo chem today. I took an exam so hard it was just about impossible. So hard I was about to be like can I take my notes out prof? I mean I prolly won't get it with them anyways but it'll make me feel better. Ugh and the annoying thing is that during exams I look up to check time and everytime I looked up I saw people cheating. It gets really really rough knowing that alot of people around me don't know what's going on either but they depend on those who do and they still get by. I don't know what's going on but I don't get by cause I don't cheat. Gargh, in the real world I won't use orgo much so it just makes me want to get the grade, without a concious in anyway possible. Does anyone hear me on this one are there any non-cheaters still alive out there??? Nearly everyone I talk to cheats and they don't know what's going on but they manage those 3.5s and 4.0s! BAH! I don't know whas goin' on and it's like dude why don't I just join them! *sigh* Doom's day continues though...I get the exam back on monday....I'm not looking forward to it... posted by Sewa at 2:25:00 AM # |
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