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Friday, October 10, 2003 I'm sorry to you, and you, and you and you. I wish I could do some role reversal for you hang in tough there I'm hurtin' when you are. And you...you're not alone...I wish I coulda done more for ya...but I'm all ears or all cool to kick it back with ya if you need someone. And you, in the end it'll be ok. Besides your eyes are to beautiful to be red and glassy. I'm here for ya. And you don't over work yourself I hope you get to go where you want to go and he'll be back soon. I'm sorry because I can't do more. My insides have twisted into a complete knot and double knotted itself because I want so badly to help you all but I don' t know how. I have ears to listen and a mouth that may offer some advice but I have no magic formula to heal hearts or to cure lonliness or fix people and I don't have a magic transport. I would give anything in a heartbeat. Just smile for me k? I will smile for you and I refuse to crumble...it can be done. I will stay strong for as long as I can and I will plug my tear ducts! posted by Sewa at 2:31:00 AM # Thursday, October 09, 2003 So Cassie and I thought about being traitors Haha...they wish. posted by Sewa at 4:08:00 PM # Wednesday, October 08, 2003 Celestial bodies... Coolest things ever won't you agree? Call me a nerd but I've been looking up alot of things lately and when I looked up celestial it said 1. in or of the sky 2. perfect 3. of heaven, divine. I think it's so fitting. They are so perfect whether it be the sun, moon or stars. Since the crazy MI weather has warmed up a bit the sun seems so lively and jubilant. I was driving back to the apt alone from class and I couldn't sit back in my seat. I just leaned forward as the sun kissed my cheek with warmth and happiness and I drove home the whole way like that. Or tonight, while the moon hangs proudly, the soft white light is so graceful as it keeps a watch over all of us as we sleep. I remember in my room back at home, sometimes the light from the moon would be too bright and I'd just stare and stare. It seemed as though no matter what mood I was in, the face on the moon always matched my mood. It'd seem to be easing everything in the world away as my eyelids slowly got heavier and heavier. Almost as if the moon tucked me in and kissed me goodnight. Or the stars, each little speck holding it's own place in the vast unending black sky so white and so pure and undisturbed...it's a romantic thing I think. When I got to go up north for the first time this past summer, there was so little light pollution that I saw my first shooting star! It took my breath away. And mars is still out...I'm still thankful that I've gotten a look at it in my lifetime with the naked eye. Star gazing, sun bathing, moon-lit walk on the beach...it's all thanks to celestial bodies. Although I think star gazing can be a really special thing and really romantic, for now I'm pacified simply to be able to stare out my window and soak it all in for my own...someday I'll be able to share it with someone....they're probably wishing on the same star ^_^ posted by Sewa at 12:57:00 AM # Tuesday, October 07, 2003 An interestering night... Started off with trying to do my hw ahead of time (gasp). Then as the night progressed I take a couple of breaks and talk online...first off I wasn't too thrilled...in fact I was frustrated at one point. I also fried my comforter and flooded our laundry room...wahhh...my pretty pretty comforter...I have to fix it at a laundromat tomorrow...argh. But whaddya know the other two members of the trifecta trio (my roomies) just made the night all better with some ab workout-cheek hurting-eye watering laughs. Who is dimple guy? posted by Sewa at 1:07:00 AM # Monday, October 06, 2003 We are so random around here... 1. "I wonder how many times you can drive around a traffic circle before people will notice and think you're weird" 2. "Have you ever wondered how fast a squirrel heart beats? Cause I know humming birds hearts beat like crazy" 3. "How many parking spots do you think there are in the Commuter lot? 1000 maybe? no maybe more like 3000?" 4. "I don't think anyone will notice if I just pick a few ears of corn off the side of the road right?" Life is just more fun when you wonder.... posted by Sewa at 1:32:00 AM # |
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