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Saturday, November 01, 2003 Aw man my picture doesn't work anymore. And I can't read korean to figure out what went wrong with the page it's from. *To my korean peeps...if you know how to read korean and can tell me what wrong it'd be much appreciated. The website is here. I went to the Passion concert last night and it's my second American concert ever in my life. Although it's very different from the Songs for Worship concert I still enjoyed it. Lyrics, in it's similarity to poetry never ceases to amaze me and move me. The intensity that words can have, the ability of them to move the deepest parts of my inner being never ceases to put me in my place. And when it comes to describing God, as amazing as they are, are still not enough. When I went to the concert, my heart was heavy. I've been finding it a little hard to meet God. I'm still ashamed of my selfish ambitions and not being able to let go. You know those stupid struggles that you have that you just can't seem to get over? Or even if you offer it up to God, you can't fully let it go? I can't really describe what's going on in my head and heart without writing a novel. But in any case I still enjoyed it alot. It's the first time I've ever heard music from David Crowder and Charlie Hall...both super talented and I love their music. I would suggest listening to some if you've never heard it before. Tomorrow is Seoul Train...I'm ready to get mah groove on. posted by Sewa at 1:14:00 AM # Sunday, October 26, 2003 I visited KCF yesterday and I must say it was really refreshing. The worship team is awesome and the peeps are all chill. Sometimes I wonder about my spiritual nourishment and growth where I am. I question whether somethings are the way they are now because they've become more obligatory matters to me. It's a little sad yes but I'm so torn. It's kinda like the way I was when I was taking that step towards Christianity and feeling such guilt that I was leaving my Buddhist parents behind. argh. But on a happier note I am glad visited, they crack me up. And chill time afterwards, although into some crazy late hours, was fabulous. Even though sometimes I was a little lost, it's good to get to know people more. Oh and wanna know how dorky apt 112 is? Tonight was daylight savings, so out of curiosity we really really wanted to see our cell phones change back by themselves. Lizzie said she was too tired and Cassie and I were just about there as well. But we did stay up for it. But they didn't change exactly at 2am, we were sadly disappointed. But like three mins later mine changed and I had JUST missed it cause I looked up. Cassie got to see hers. And Lizzie came back out of her room at two holding her cell phone and her atomic clock pouting cause neither of hers changed...ahahahah. We're so easily amused. posted by Sewa at 2:01:00 AM # Sleep is for weaklings...I need sleep. posted by Sewa at 2:01:00 AM # |
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