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Wednesday, January 28, 2004 My mom just called me in the middle of studying and told me that my second doggie just died. I don't have any words this time. I just wish I could have been there to pet him one last time and give him a kiss good-bye. I miss them both so much. They were really good to us and they'll never be replaced. Lots of time has elapsed and I still stare blankly at the blurred screen not knowing what to write to channel out the feelings. I can't deal with this right now and the tears will have to do as my outlet of emotion. posted by Sewa at 9:09:00 PM # Tuesday, January 27, 2004 Argh...my bro just told me the commenting system doesn't work. I didn't even know. But yeah I'll get on that...sorry folks. And where did that picture go again? posted by Sewa at 12:43:00 AM # Sunday, January 25, 2004 I recently started working at Golden Wok. The first day, because I made dirt squat I was thinking...righttttt....lunch sucks here and I knew I should have told her no I don't want the job. The staff and the owners have been nice to me. They don't believe I'm not a FOB...because I'm fluent in english and cantonese and can understand enough mandarin to get by with those tables too. It's rather funny, they didn't understand why I wasn't writing my checks in chinese for awhile. Uh-huh, yeah I wish I could read and write chinese too. I'm not quite sure I like the owners so much though. I don't think they're honest people. But I've been making good money the past few nights. There are things that I do like about working there (money aside)...ie. the major cantonese atmosphere, it's just comforting for some reason and makes me think about my parents alot. Also I feel like I'm doing more studying because I don't want to let my grades slip because of it. I wonder if I should stay longer than I intended. But that's the thing, I wonder if I can keep it up, not get burnt out and manage my time well enough. I also want to work at the hospital. If I get a job there it'll be my first priority. I've never really tried to hold a part time job and do school at the same time. I don't like asking for money either, I feel like I should be able to make some spending money for myself. I mean there are plenty of people on campus doing the same thing...why can't I? *sigh* I hope this isn't a one week or even a one month thing. I really want to be able to show myself that I can do it....plus try to workout and get in shape for hawaii too. Oiy...I need to clone myself so I can get everything done. posted by Sewa at 12:48:00 AM # |
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