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Wednesday, April 28, 2004 Do you ever have those moments of despair... Moments where you wish so hard that there was someone to talk to. But even if there was, you wouldn't know what to say to them because you can't figure out for yourself what is wrong? Or perhaps those times when you want to talk to someone completely outside of the circle of people who you do mention so that you can just get it all out with no consequences? When you want to talk in circles because your mind is doing just that...whirling around with a million things but nothing seems to make sense? Times when your heart literally sinks and you can feel it just tugging and longing for somethings that you yourself have no control over? It is in these moments that I feel so vulnerable and out of control. My pride wanting to save face and putting on a facade of "everything is ok and in place in my life." My greed wanting immediate gratification. But what would it take to pacify me? I don't even know and this frustrates me beyond words and tears. posted by Sewa at 12:19:00 AM # |
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